This Violent Heart Beats For You - jane eyre fanmix

I always found the novel Jane Eyre to have a very ethereal, surreal quality about it: kind of like I was intruding on someone's elaborate dream. This is the kind of sound that I tried to emulate with this soundtrack. A lot of the songs are in the downtempo, dreampop tradition. Hopefully, this sort of, vaguely did justice to the awesome-ness that is Charlotte Bronte's Jane Eyre. If you haven't read it yet, you must! It has everything you could want in a book: drama, angst, forbidden passion, sexual tension... It has it all, trust me. :)
1. Better Things (Moving Dub mix), Massive Attack
{Jane Eyre, an orphan, is a young child and the ward of her aunt, by marriage, Mrs. Reed. A cruel woman, Mrs. Reed despises Jane’s passionate, wild nature. In the end, she decides to exile Jane to the Lowood Institution for Girls. Jane, however, is excited about going to school; it is the beginning of what she believes will be a grand adventure.}
Just because you're down
And just cause you’re blue
Don’t make me too
Although you’ve found
Beauty more than me
Don’t talk to me
About being free
That’s freedom without love
And magic without love
Magic without love
Here we’re safe
Better things will surely come our way
Here we’re safe
Better things will surely come our way
You say the magics gone
Well I’m not a magician
You say the sparks gone
We’ll get an electrician
And save your line about needing to be free
Ah, that’s bullshit babe
You just want me gone
You want freedom without love
{Lowood Institution is a dank, cold, depressing place ruled over by the tyrannical, overly pious Mr. Brocklehurst. Still, Jane makes two friends: her kind teacher
“Good-night, Helen.”
She kissed me, and I her, and we both soon slumbered.
When I awoke it was day: an unusual movement roused me; I looked up; I was in somebody’s arms; the nurse held me; she was carrying me through the passage back to the dormitory... a day or two afterwards I learned that Miss Temple, on returning to her own room at dawn, had found me laid in the little crib; my face against Helen Burns’s shoulder, my arms round her neck. I was asleep, and Helen was—dead.
Constellations turned into little polaroids in a cardboard box
And I wanted so desperately to prove
You were still breathing but you wouldn't move
Okay, okay what a thing to choose this one's gonna bruise
You'll learn one day won't you
What you want is bad for the souls in the rain
Afraid of the dark still in pain still in pain
Did you ever notice how the wind didn't change that much
Fluctuations only sheets that you moved to be sure it was us
And I wanted so desperately to say
That you could trust me but I was lying anyway
okay, okay what a thing to lose
Left out in the rain, misuse
You'll learn one day won't you
You'll learn some day won't you
What you had was good for a while then it changed
Got too intense made it strange
And I feel bad for you I feel bad for you
But I don't know why I don't know why
’Cause I'm as dead as you
{Eight years passes. Now 18, Jane suddenly realizes that she longs to leave the rigid confines of the school and experience the world. What shall she do? Become a governess, of course!}
Ladies and gentlemen, ladies and gentlemen, ladies and gentlemen, ladies and gentlemen,
la-la-la-la-la-ladies and gentlemen, ladies and gentlemen, ladies and gentlemen, ladies and gentlemen,
Your-your-your attention please!
And the moment we've been waiting for is here
I-I have something to tell you
Que sera, sera
Whatever will be (vanilla), will be (vanilla), will be
The future's not our-future's not our-future's not our...
I believe in the future, I believe in the future, I don't believe in miracles
Ca-ca-can it be true: it must be true! No doubt!
Life is going on as normally as ever
But suddenly something seems to have happened (suddenly something seems to have happened)
Everybody seems to be staring in one direction
People seem to be frightened, even te-te-terrified
I want everybody to understand this
I-I don't understand
I don't understand
There are a lot of things we don't understand, either
We need answers from you: what did you expect to find? (What did you expect to find)
What's going to be our future?
It's your responsibility to do something about it
Well, I have the key: all I have to find is the lock, the lock, the lock
Now listen to me, all of you!
Que sera, sera
Whatever will be (vanilla), will be (vanilla), will be
Da-de-dahn-da-da
Da-da-da, oh you're divine!
Let's begin
The turn of the day
When all music fools come out to play
Until the drunk turn of night
So many stories to hear,
So many chicks to greet,
And beautiful faces unseen
What they were building ? No one could say.
At the turn of the night
We all wonder and chuckle in the lights
Until every floor is soaked through
Such crazy behaviors
Such noise in our ears
Lets all change gears
If we you really need to express something
But I don't know what it is I want to express ...
Or how to express it ?
Before this night ends,
I will mingle and find you
Until your hand is in my hand
So much sweat and laughter
So much for electric beats
And spark when you come so sweet
Thank you for a lovely invitation
Good night it’s been charming
At the turn of the day
When words become syllables
Will you remember our dance?
I ask myself that question all the time
At the turn of the day
When words become syllables
Will you remember our dance?
Ah! you remember that?
Something I should never forget!
The ease of his manner freed me from painful restraint: the friendly frankness, as correct as cordial, with which he treated me, drew me to him.
His wicked sense of humor
Suggests exciting sex
His fingers focus on her
Touches, he's venus as a boy.
He believes in beauty
He's venus as a boy
He's exploring
The taste of her
Arousal
So accurate
He sets off
The beauty in her
He's venus as a boy
He believes in beauty
He's venus as a boy
And I take back my tears, my sight, my love
No more does your magic work
On my heart
No more will your words ever tear me apart
I know now for certain
Nothing's burning anymore
And I came strolling along
Like your perfect girl in your perfect song
You'll forget who fixed you, in a little while
I know for certain
There's nothing burning anymore
I know now forever
Nothing's burning anymore
So be it, I'm your crowbar
If that's what I am so far
Until you get out of this mess
And I will pretend
That I don't know of your sins
Until you are ready to confess
But all the time, all the time
I'll know, I'll know
And you can use my skin
To bury secrets in
And I will settle you down
And at my own suggestion
I will ask no questions
While I do my thing in the background
But all the time, all the time
I'll know, I'll know
Baby
I can't help you out
While she's still around
So for the time being
I'm being patient
And amidst the bitterness
If you'll just consider this
Even if it don't make sense
All the time, give it time
And when the crowd becomes your burden
And you've early closed your curtains
I'll wait by the backstage door
While you try to find
The lines to speak your mind
And pry it open, hoping for an encore
And if it gets too late
For me to wait
For you to find you love me, and tell me so
It's ok, don't need to say it.
‘No, you are not Jane Eyre; I have had more trouble with that child than anyone would believe… I wish she had died!’
It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said
"Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time"
And what was I supposed to do?
I was stuck in between you and a hard place
We won't talk about the hard place
But I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life
It's how you wanted it to be
It's like you played a joke on me
And I lost a friend
In the end
And I think that I cried for days
But now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back
To who I was
That life seems like light years away
Light years away
And that life seems like light years away
Light years away
'You, Jane--you strange--you almost unearthly thing!--I love as my own flesh. You--poor, obscure, small and plain as you are--I entreat you to accept me as a husband.'
And love begins
Never lose your grip
Don't trip
Don't fall
You'll lose it all
The sweetest way to die
It lies deep inside
You can not hide
It's the meanest fire
Oh, it's a strange desire
You can not lie
That's a needless fight
This is where your sanity gives in
And love begins
When your blood runs dry
You're paralyzed
It will eat your mind
Did you hold it back
It comes to you in slow attacks
It's the meanest fire
Soft upon the lips… I’m with you
Forever
I could not imagine it
‘Till I found you
Unconditional
Contrite
You are my last breath
I’m with you
Soft upon the lips… I’m with you
Is in the past
How could we see
We'd never last
And time will tell
When you're all lies
And now the truth
Is your demise
All my heart
All of your tears
Our whole world
Is smoke and mirrors
You hid yourself
In wondered eyes
But now I've seen
Through your disguise
From where I stand
A lovely view
Your world unwinds
I come unglued
We don't see eye to eye
Or hear ear to ear
Don't you wish that we could forget that kiss
And see this for what it is
The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start
It was hard to tell just how I felt
To not recognize myself
I started to fade away
And after all it won't take long to fall in love
Now I know what I don't want
I learned that with you
The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start
The tragedy starts from the very first spark
Losing your mind for the sake of your heart
Black is the colour of my true love's hair
His face so soft and wonderous fair
The bluest eyes and the strongest hands
I love the ground on where he stands
Black is the colour of my true love's hair
Of my true love's hair
Oh, I love my lover, and well he knows
Yes, I love the ground on where he goes
And still I hope that the time will come
When he and I will be as one
So black is the colour of my true love's hair
Of my true love's hair
‘Oh God!’ what is it?’ I gasped… It was the voice of a human being—a known,…loved voice—that of Edward Rochester; and it spoke in pain and woe wildly, eerily, urgently.
I let you
We broke the ties that bind
I wanted to forget you
And leave the past behind
Still, the magic if the night I met you
Seems to stay forever in my mind
The sky was blue
And high above
The moon was new
And so was love
This eager heart of mine was singing
Lover where can you be
You came at last
Love had its day
That day is past
You've gone away
This aching heart of mine is singing
Lover come back to me
When I remember every little thing
You used to do
I'm so lonely
Every road I walk along
I walk along with you
No wonder I am lonely
The sky is blue
The night is cold
The moon is new
But love is old
And while I'm waiting here
This heart of mine is singing
Lover come back to me
When I remember every little thing
You used to do
And while I'm waiting here
This heart of mine is singing
Lover come back to me
‘In truth?—in the flesh? My living Jane?’
Release my whole desire
Undenied
Totally
And so bare is my heart, I can't hide
And so where does my heart, belong
Beneath your tender touch
My senses can't divide
Ohh so strong
My desire
For so bare is my heart, I can't hide
And so where does my heart, belong
Now that I've found you
And seen behind those eyes
How can I
Carry on
For so bare is my heart, I can't hide
And so where does my heart, belong
No woman was ever nearer to her mate than I am: ever more absolutely bone of his bone, and flesh of his flesh.
It's never gonna be
Normal, you and me
What you're signing on for
Is a storm at sea
So if you think you're tough
Give me all your love
And I'll give you every little piece of me
Catch a falling star you'll go far
In the pageant of the bizarre
And tonight I give you my heart
We will never be a nuclear family
But a rainbow will begin at our feet
And if you take my hand
Beware that this boat can
Run aground making the ocean floor weep
Take a chance on me, yeah
You're my remedy, yeah
You may fall indeed, yeah
You'll find peace with me, yeah
Tomorrow, The Thievery Corporation feat. Ella Fitzgerald
Remember there's always tomorrow
Remember there's always tomorrow...

satisfied
Comments