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This Violent Heart Beats For You - jane eyre fanmix



 

I always found the novel Jane Eyre to have a very ethereal, surreal quality about it: kind of like I was intruding on someone's elaborate dream. This is the kind of sound that I tried to emulate with this soundtrack. A lot of the songs are in the downtempo, dreampop tradition. Hopefully, this sort of, vaguely did justice to the awesome-ness that is Charlotte Bronte's Jane Eyre. If you haven't read it yet, you must! It has everything you could want in a book: drama, angst, forbidden passion, sexual tension... It has it all, trust me.  :)


1. Better Things (Moving Dub mix), Massive Attack

{Jane Eyre, an orphan, is a young child and the ward of her aunt, by marriage, Mrs. Reed. A cruel woman, Mrs. Reed despises Jane’s passionate, wild nature. In the end, she decides to exile Jane to the Lowood Institution for Girls. Jane, however, is excited about going to school; it is the beginning of what she believes will be a grand adventure.}

“How dare I, Mrs. Reed? How dare I? Because it is the truth. You think I have no feelings, and that I can do without one bit of love or kindness; but I cannot live so: and you have no pity... People think you a good woman, but you are bad, hard- hearted. You are deceitful!”

Don’t drag me down
Just because you're down
And just cause you’re blue
Don’t make me too
Although you’ve found
Beauty more than me
Don’t talk to me
About being free
That’s freedom without love
And magic without love
Magic without love
Here we’re safe
Better things will surely come our way
Here we’re safe
Better things will surely come our way
You say the magics gone
Well I’m not a magician
You say the sparks gone
We’ll get an electrician
And save your line about needing to be free
Ah, that’s bullshit babe
You just want me gone
You want freedom without love


2. This One’s Going to Bruise, Beth Orton

{Lowood Institution is a dank, cold, depressing place ruled over by the tyrannical, overly pious Mr. Brocklehurst. Still, Jane makes two friends: her kind teacher Miss Temple and the sickly Helen Burns. However, Helen Burns dies of consumption, leaving Jane friendless and alone once more.}

“Good-night, Jane.”

“Good-night, Helen.”

She kissed me, and I her, and we both soon slumbered.

When I awoke it was day: an unusual movement roused me; I looked up; I was in somebody’s arms; the nurse held me; she was carrying me through the passage back to the dormitory... a day or two afterwards I learned that Miss Temple, on returning to her own room at dawn, had found me laid in the little crib; my face against Helen Burns’s shoulder, my arms round her neck. I was asleep, and Helen was—dead.

Do you even know what's going on in a heart anymore
Constellations turned into little polaroids in a cardboard box
And I wanted so desperately to prove
You were still breathing but you wouldn't move
Okay, okay what a thing to choose this one's gonna bruise
You'll learn one day won't you
What you want is bad for the souls in the rain
Afraid of the dark still in pain still in pain
Did you ever notice how the wind didn't change that much
Fluctuations only sheets that you moved to be sure it was us
And I wanted so desperately to say
That you could trust me but I was lying anyway
okay, okay what a thing to lose
Left out in the rain, misuse
You'll learn one day won't you
You'll learn some day won't you
What you had was good for a while then it changed
Got too intense made it strange
And I feel bad for you I feel bad for you
But I don't know why I don't know why
’Cause I'm as dead as you

3. Que Sera, Wax Tailor

{Eight years passes. Now 18, Jane suddenly realizes that she longs to leave the rigid confines of the school and experience the world. What shall she do? Become a governess, of course!}

My world had for some years been in Lowood: my experience had been of its rules and systems; now I remembered that the real world was wide, and that a varied field of hopes and fears, of sensations and excitements, awaited those who had courage to go forth into its expanse, to seek real knowledge of life amidst its perils.

A record of the delightful piece they're going to play this evening
Ladies and gentlemen, ladies and gentlemen, ladies and gentlemen, ladies and gentlemen,
la-la-la-la-la-ladies and gentlemen, ladies and gentlemen, ladies and gentlemen, ladies and gentlemen,
Your-your-your attention please!
And the moment we've been waiting for is here
I-I have something to tell you
Que sera, sera
Whatever will be (vanilla), will be (vanilla), will be
The future's not our-future's not our-future's not our...
I believe in the future, I believe in the future, I don't believe in miracles
Ca-ca-can it be true: it must be true! No doubt!
Life is going on as normally as ever
But suddenly something seems to have happened (suddenly something seems to have happened)
Everybody seems to be staring in one direction
People seem to be frightened, even te-te-terrified
I want everybody to understand this
I-I don't understand
I don't understand
There are a lot of things we don't understand, either
We need answers from you: what did you expect to find? (What did you expect to find)
What's going to be our future?
It's your responsibility to do something about it
Well, I have the key: all I have to find is the lock, the lock, the lock
Now listen to me, all of you!
Que sera, sera
Whatever will be (vanilla), will be (vanilla), will be
Da-de-dahn-da-da
Da-da-da, oh you're divine!

4. Road to Benares (Bombay Dub Orchestra mix), Thunderball

{Jane advertises for the position of governess. The only she reply she gets is from a Mrs. Fairfax at Thornfield Hall to teach a young child: Miss Adele Varens, ward of a Mr. Edward Rochester. Jane sets off on her long journey with excitement.}

I mounted the vehicle which was to bear me to my new duties and new life in…unknown environs…

Instrumental

5. Our Dance (Siamese Dream dub), Charlotte Savary

{After months of being alone at Thornfield with only the housekeeper, Mrs. Fairfax, and Adele for company, Jane sets off on a walk in the gloomy, twilight fog. There, she happens by chance on the so-far absent Mr. Rochester, who is thrown from his horse before her eyes. He is injured, but she helps him mount his horse. Jane finds herself deeply intrigued by him.)

Something of daylight still lingered, and the moon was waxing bright: I could see him plainly. His figure was enveloped in a riding cloak…He had a dark face, with stern features and a heavy brow…I felt no fear of him, but a little shyness.

It's a story, but that's why I'm here, to tell you story, so picture the scene
Let's begin
The turn of the day
When all music fools come out to play
Until the drunk turn of night
So many stories to hear,
So many chicks to greet,
And beautiful faces unseen
What they were building ? No one could say.
At the turn of the night
We all wonder and chuckle in the lights
Until every floor is soaked through
Such crazy behaviors
Such noise in our ears
Lets all change gears
If we you really need to express something
But I don't know what it is I want to express ...
Or how to express it ?
Before this night ends,
I will mingle and find you
Until your hand is in my hand
So much sweat and laughter
So much for electric beats
And spark when you come so sweet
Thank you for a lovely invitation
Good night it’s been charming
At the turn of the day
When words become syllables
Will you remember our dance?
I ask myself that question all the time
At the turn of the day
When words become syllables
Will you remember our dance?
Ah! you remember that?
Something I should never forget!

6. Venus as a Boy, Bjork

{As Jane and Mr. Rochester come closer in company, considerable sexual tension and flirtatious teasing commences between the two. Rochester takes an interest in Jane and treats her as she longs to be treated: as an intellectual equal. But it’s obvious Mr. Rochester is hiding something – something dark and dangerous, perhaps?}

The ease of his manner freed me from painful restraint: the friendly frankness, as correct as cordial, with which he treated me, drew me to him.

His wicked sense of humor
Suggests exciting sex
His fingers focus on her
Touches, he's venus as a boy.
He believes in beauty
He's venus as a boy
He's exploring
The taste of her
Arousal
So accurate
He sets off
The beauty in her
He's venus as a boy
He believes in beauty
He's venus as a boy


7. Nothing’s Burning, Telepopmusik

{Jane, hearing a ‘demonic’ laugh in the corridor, follows the strange noise to Mr. Rochester’s room late at night. Within, she finds Mr. Rochester asleep – in a burning bed. She wakes him, and puts out the fire. They share a moment of illicit intimacy, but Mr. Rochester leaves without warning the next morning, much to Jane’s distress. Jane resolves, from then on, to be indifferent to Mr. Rochester.}

“I knew,” he continued, “you would do me good in some way, at some time;—I saw it in your eyes when I first beheld you: their expression and smile did not”—(again he stopped)—“did not” (he proceeded hastily) “strike delight to my very inmost heart so for nothing. People talk of natural sympathies; I have heard of good genii: there are grains of truth in the wildest fable. My cherished preserver, goodnight!”

Strange energy was in his voice, strange fire in his look.

***
“Journey!—Is Mr. Rochester gone anywhere? I did not know he was out.”

“Oh, he set off the moment he had breakfasted!

I did it today, I made myself say
And I take back my tears, my sight, my love
No more does your magic work
On my heart
No more will your words ever tear me apart
I know now for certain
Nothing's burning anymore
And I came strolling along
Like your perfect girl in your perfect song
You'll forget who fixed you, in a little while
I know for certain
There's nothing burning anymore
I know now forever
Nothing's burning anymore

8. I Know, Fiona Apple

{Mr. Rochester returns ten days later, with a party of fashionable aristocrats. Among them is the beautiful belle of the county, Blanche Ingram. There is much speculation of Mr. Rochester marrying Blanche; indeed, everyone thinks it is only a matter of time. Jane is hurt at this turn of events, but she is still drawn to Mr. Rochester despite his interest in Blanche.}

I have told you, reader, that I had learnt to love Mr. Rochester: I could not unlove him now, merely because I found that he had ceased to notice me.

So be it, I'm your crowbar
If that's what I am so far
Until you get out of this mess
And I will pretend
That I don't know of your sins
Until you are ready to confess
But all the time, all the time
I'll know, I'll know
And you can use my skin
To bury secrets in
And I will settle you down
And at my own suggestion
I will ask no questions
While I do my thing in the background
But all the time, all the time
I'll know, I'll know
Baby
I can't help you out
While she's still around
So for the time being
I'm being patient
And amidst the bitterness
If you'll just consider this
Even if it don't make sense
All the time, give it time
And when the crowd becomes your burden
And you've early closed your curtains
I'll wait by the backstage door
While you try to find
The lines to speak your mind
And pry it open, hoping for an encore
And if it gets too late
For me to wait
For you to find you love me, and tell me so
It's ok, don't need to say it.

9. Light Years, Mozella

{Jane learns that her aunt, Mrs. Reed, is dying. She leaves Mr. Rochester to visit Mrs. Reed; once there, faced with her childhood memories, she is able to forgive her aunt. However, her aunt remains stubbornly unchanged and does not wish or care for Jane’s forgiveness.}

‘It is I, aunt, Jane Eyre.’

‘No, you are not Jane Eyre; I have had more trouble with that child than anyone would believe… I wish she had died!’

It's almost like you had it planned
It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said
"Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time"
And what was I supposed to do?
I was stuck in between you and a hard place
We won't talk about the hard place
But I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life
It's how you wanted it to be
It's like you played a joke on me
And I lost a friend
In the end
And I think that I cried for days
But now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back
To who I was
That life seems like light years away
Light years away
And that life seems like light years away
Light years away

10. Paralyzed, The Cardigans

{When Jane returns from Mrs. Reed’s, she finds Rochester’s guests leaving. In Blanche’s absence, Jane and Mr. Rochester finally admit to their feelings for one another. Mr. Rochester admits that his dalliance with Blanche was ‘a nothing’, and he offers Jane his hand in marriage. Jane incredulously accepts and, after her acceptance, lightning strikes the tree under which they had been standing.}

'You, Jane--you strange--you almost unearthly thing!--I love as my own flesh. You--poor, obscure, small and plain as you are--I entreat you to accept me as a husband.'

This is where your sanity gives in
And love begins
Never lose your grip
Don't trip
Don't fall
You'll lose it all
The sweetest way to die
It lies deep inside
You can not hide
It's the meanest fire
Oh, it's a strange desire
You can not lie
That's a needless fight
This is where your sanity gives in
And love begins
When your blood runs dry
You're paralyzed
It will eat your mind
Did you hold it back
It comes to you in slow attacks
It's the meanest fire

11. Soft Upon The Lips, Kaskade

{Mr. Rochester and Jane, after a small period of courtship, are to be married. On their wedding day, Jane is in ecstasy over the thought of becoming Mrs. Rochester, but is also very apprehensive – and she does not know why…}

He took me into the dining room, surveyed me keenly all over, pronounced me ‘fair as a lily, and not only the pride of his life, but the desire of his eyes’ …

Soft upon the lips
Soft upon the lips… I’m with you
Forever
I could not imagine it
‘Till I found you
Unconditional
Contrite
You are my last breath
I’m with you
Soft upon the lips… I’m with you

12. The Mirror Conspiracy, Thievery Corporation

{The wedding ceremony is interrupted by a Mr. Mason and his solicitor: they declare the marriage cannot continue. Mr. Mason says that Mr. Rochester is already married to his sister, Bertha Mason. Mr. Rochester then brings the entire party – Jane included – away from the church and to the room in his house where he keeps his wife. Bertha is violent and insane, but still alive. The wedding will not take place; Jane is heartbroken.}

That bitter hour cannot be described: in truth, ‘the waters came into my soul; I sank in deep mire: I felt no standing; I came into deep waters; the floods overflowed me’.

What I did here
Is in the past
How could we see
We'd never last
And time will tell
When you're all lies
And now the truth
Is your demise
All my heart
All of your tears
Our whole world
Is smoke and mirrors

You hid yourself
In wondered eyes
But now I've seen
Through your disguise
From where I stand
A lovely view
Your world unwinds
I come unglued


13. Let It Die, Feist

{Mr. Rochester proposes that Jane and he move out England, so they can be free of Bertha Mason. Jane, on the other hand, resolves not to become ‘Edward Rochester’s mistress’. While Mr. Rochester is sleeping, Jane leaves Thornfield.}

‘Farewell!’ was the cry of my heart, as I left him. Despair added,— ‘Farewell, for ever!’

Let it die and get out of my mind
We don't see eye to eye
Or hear ear to ear
Don't you wish that we could forget that kiss
And see this for what it is
The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start
It was hard to tell just how I felt
To not recognize myself
I started to fade away
And after all it won't take long to fall in love
Now I know what I don't want
I learned that with you
The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start
The tragedy starts from the very first spark
Losing your mind for the sake of your heart


14. Black is the Color of My True Love’s Hair (Jaffa remix), Nina Simone

{Jane wanders aimlessly around the moors, nearly dying from exposure. She is found and saved by a young clergy man named St. John Rivers. He takes her home to his sisters and they nurse Jane back to health. Jane decides to stay with them, teaching at the local poor girls’ school, but she longs for Thornfield Hall and its master, Mr. Rochester.}

I rushed into strange dreams…I still again and again met Mr. Rochester…and then the sense of being in his arms, hearing his voice, meeting his eye…loving him, being loved by him—the hope of passing a lifetime by his side, would be renewed, with all of its force and fire.

Black is the colour of my true love's hair
His face so soft and wonderous fair

The bluest eyes and the strongest hands

I love the ground on where he stands

Black is the colour of my true love's hair

Of my true love's hair

Oh, I love my lover, and well he knows

Yes, I love the ground on where he goes

And still I hope that the time will come

When he and I will be as one

So black is the colour of my true love's hair

Of my true love's hair

15. Lover, Come Back to Me, Billie Holiday

{More than one year passes. St. John has proposed marriage to her, but Jane knows that he does not love her. However, Jane hears Rochester calling out to her and she leaves the Rivers family to travel back to Thornfield Hall.}

I saw nothing: but I hear a voice somewhere cry— ‘Jane! Jane! Jane!’ nothing more.

‘Oh God!’ what is it?’ I gasped… It was the voice of a human being—a known,…loved voice—that of Edward Rochester; and it spoke in pain and woe wildly, eerily, urgently.

You went away
I let you
We broke the ties that bind
I wanted to forget you
And leave the past behind
Still, the magic if the night I met you
Seems to stay forever in my mind
The sky was blue
And high above
The moon was new
And so was love
This eager heart of mine was singing
Lover where can you be
You came at last
Love had its day
That day is past
You've gone away
This aching heart of mine is singing
Lover come back to me
When I remember every little thing
You used to do
I'm so lonely
Every road I walk along
I walk along with you
No wonder I am lonely
The sky is blue
The night is cold
The moon is new
But love is old
And while I'm waiting here
This heart of mine is singing
Lover come back to me
When I remember every little thing
You used to do
And while I'm waiting here
This heart of mine is singing
Lover come back to me

16. Undenied, Portishead

{Jane returns to Thornfield Hall - which by now is a burnt ruin. The host of the inn where she is staying tells her the whole story: that Thornfield was burnt down by Mr. Rochester’s mad wife, who died in the fire. She learns where Mr. Rochester is, and goes to see him at last…but he is blind and has lost his hand in the fire—still, she finds she loves him as always.}

‘My dear master,’ I answered, ‘I am Jane Eyre: I have found out—I am come back to you.’

‘In truth?—in the flesh? My living Jane?’

Your softly spoken words
Release my whole desire
Undenied
Totally
And so bare is my heart, I can't hide
And so where does my heart, belong
Beneath your tender touch
My senses can't divide
Ohh so strong
My desire
For so bare is my heart, I can't hide
And so where does my heart, belong
Now that I've found you
And seen behind those eyes
How can I
Carry on
For so bare is my heart, I can't hide
And so where does my heart, belong


17. The Pageant of the Bizarre, Zero 7

{Mr. Rochester and Jane can finally be together. They are married, happily, and spend their days together, happiest when are they in each other's company.}

No woman was ever nearer to her mate than I am: ever more absolutely bone of his bone, and flesh of his flesh.

It's never gonna be
Normal, you and me
What you're signing on for
Is a storm at sea
So if you think you're tough
Give me all your love
And I'll give you every little piece of me
Catch a falling star you'll go far
In the pageant of the bizarre
And tonight I give you my heart
We will never be a nuclear family
But a rainbow will begin at our feet
And if you take my hand
Beware that this boat can
Run aground making the ocean floor weep
Take a chance on me, yeah
You're my remedy, yeah
You may fall indeed, yeah
You'll find peace with me, yeah


Epilogue:

Tomorrow, The Thievery Corporation feat. Ella Fitzgerald

{Jane Eyre ends on a note of unexpected hope. The plain, mousy girl finally reunites, after a period of turbulent uncertainty, with the man who ‘loves her best’. This song represents the unknown future of Jane and Mr. Rochester which seems, as the story draws to its close, a bright, sunny one after all.}

I have now been married ten years. I know what it is to live entirely for and with what I love best on earth.

Remember there's always tomorrow
Remember there's always tomorrow
Remember there's always tomorrow...

Comments

thanks you! this looks lovely - and i'm a huge jane/rochester fan. :D
Stumbled upon this via [info]thornfieldhall and am intrigued by your selection of music. DLed the fanmix. Many thanks!

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